Archive for August, 2005

love spell…

Wednesday, August 24th, 2005

Ishtar, Isis hear my cry
without my love, my soul shall die…

Aphrodite come to me
and send the one i ache to see….

Freya, Cupid, Eros hear
this i send you loud and clear…

Thor and Agni, mighty Zeus
this call i send is for good use—
bring a love that’s good and bold?!!!
i charge three mighty gods of old, my true love must now come to me, and as i will so mot, it will be…..

malapit na akong matoxic?!!!!..

Tuesday, August 16th, 2005

grabe na to’?!!!!..ang dameng ga2win…sobrang gulo na ng icp ko….malapit na ata akong matoxic ah….4 na paper works ang kylangan nming ipasa s duty…pro ok lng kc pra s amn nmn dn ito?!!!pro ang hirap eh..nagkasabay-sabay pa-> PA,NCP,drug research,journal..haaayyyyy…ano ba ito’?!!!!sna nmn after this week ala msyadong gagawin..tlgang pigang-piga na ang aking brain—hypothalamus ko mskit na….hehehehe…..ayan i dont know what im talking about na?!!cge,kylangan ko ng ayusin to’ng drug research ko?!!!!!one more thing yesterday i was really freaked out and the reason is i f**** got low score in my practical xam?!!!!wahhhh……oh pls..someody help?!!!!! :,<

melodies of life….(japanese version)

Friday, August 12th, 2005

Ate mo naku samayotte ita
Tegakari mo naku sagashitsuzuketa
Anata ga kureta omoide o
Kokoro o iyasu uta ni shite

Yakusoku mo suru koto mo naku
Kawasu kotoba mo kimetari mo sezu
Dakishime soshite tashikameta
Hibi wa nido to kaeranu

Kioku no naka no te o furu anata wa
Watashi no na o yobu koto ga dekiru no?

Afureru sono namida o
Kagayaku yuuki ni kaete
Inochi wa tsuzuku
Yoru o koe
Utagau koto no nai ashita e to tsuzuku

Tobu tori no mukou no sora e
Ikutsu no kioku azuketa darou
Hakanai kibou mo yume mo
Todokanu basho ni wasurete

Meguriau no wa guuzen to ieru no?
Wakareru toki ga kanarazu kuru no ni

Kieyuku unmei de mo
Kimi ga ikite iru kagiri
Inochi wa tsuzuku
Eien ni
Sono chikara no kagiri ni doko made mo

Watashi ga shinou to mo
Kimi ga ikite iru kagiri
Inochi wa tsuzuku
Eien ni
Sono chikara no kagiri ni doko made mo tsuzuku

melodies of life….(english version)

Friday, August 12th, 2005

Alone for a while I’ve been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain
Melodies of life-love’s lost refrain

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye
And who’ll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold
In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me
Though you’re gone, I still believe that you can call out my name

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds-forever and beyond

So far and away, see the bird as it flies by
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I’ve laid my memories and dreams upon those wings
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds-forever and beyond

If I should leave this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melody
Now I know we’ll carry on
Melodies of life
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts
As long as we remember

rainy days….

Thursday, August 11th, 2005

wahhhhh…..before coming to school this morning there was a heavy downpour?!!!!e2 na?!!!rainy days are really coming i mean andito n nga,d ko pa nasisilayan ang araw this past few days coz’ it’s raining tlga?!!!i have to bring a jacket to keep warm to myself kc malamig n nga ang simoy ng hangin at aircon p sa loob ng classroom?!!!!aside from bringing that jacket maputik pa, eh nakauniform ako n white pa o di ba ang ganda?!!!!whew kya nakakatamad n ring pumasok mnsan dhil srap meme kht alas 12 n ng tanghali noh?!!!!tpos my duty pa ako s saturday at sunday at take note nka dress pa ako with matching white stockings pa at mrmi pa akong dala wwaaahhhhh huhuhuh :,< e2  ay pasakit at parusa sa akin?!!!!mas mganda nmn ung gnito kng maputikan k nmn, ok lng atleast may reason ka kng bkt kaysa nmn ang init sobra, tumutulo n nga ang pawis mo at ang katabi mo pa ay may amoy BOOM* ( ang ingay sobra?!!!!gets ba?!!)?!!!!!hayyyy tlga nga nmn oh iba tlga ang forces ng nature like love oooppppssss that’s different topic n ult…….pasalamat na rin ako at hindi bumabaha sa amin eh ang problema nmn dun s may dadaanan mo ang sobrng bahain at mnsan alang transportation wahhhhhhh gnun dn, kya nga sometimes its better to stay at home indulge urself in a hot cocoa while watching ur fav movie on the television rather than going to the mall with ur frends db?!there are alot of things to do while ur at home(ofcourse aside from sleeping all day!!) khit n sobrang lkas n ng ulan..rainy days….okies?!!!!till then….. ^_^

bored…..

Tuesday, August 9th, 2005

im so bored today coz’ we didnt do anything in our class this evening?!!! again the same old story—presentation about their topics/ report….i really dont want to attend my class this evening but i have to get my ass to school or else im gonna be grounded?!!!!thank God it didnt pour this afternoon,actually not that much….hehehehe ala lng mgwa kc eh. still reading this archie comics, im really starting to like it….anyways…..au vou….

sigh’

Tuesday, August 9th, 2005

well,kinda busy right now with my studies, i’ve been thinking a lot lately about myself and i thought that i should do the right thing like focusing myself on my studies rather than on something else…it’s been a total messed up since the past few months,i’ve got low grades and that includes my major subjects..well i still have 2 more exams to pass,hope so?!!!uhmm..right now im into reading comics,archie comics—i dont know why im so interested in that damn thing..anyway,kinda like it though….it’s my way of taking a break from the hassle world around me…hope to get  these things right this time…sigh’  …. n_n

how to deal?!!!

Saturday, August 6th, 2005

> this song is for those guys na hindi marunong magicp kng ano pipiliin nla s buhay nla….ala lng..>>> how to deal by frankie j…..


Sometimes a man has to choose
And do something he doesn’t wanna do
Do I live my life with you as my wife
Or do I go on and pursue my lifetime dream
I gotta do this for me
Cuz if I don’t I’ll probably regret it
But if I don’t I’ll probably regret it
How do I cope

How do you cope when
The one you love is with somebdoy else
And there’s nothing you could do about it
How do I deal with
The fact that you had a chance
But you chose to turn away for your career
I gotta take it though it’s heartbreakin’
It’s something that I had to do
But nobody said that it would hurt so bad
So how to I live…how do I deal without you

It’s killing me to know
That your heart hurts with me
But you’re with him cause I chose
To be in this industry
Money, shows, and hoes come along with luxury and pain
Is all you see when you think about it
But this is the life that I was given
So I have to live it to the fullest
But how do I deal in the meantime without you

How do you cope when
The one you love is with somebdoy else
And there’s nothing you could do about it
How do I deal with
The fact that you had a chance
But you chose to turn away for your career
I gotta take it though it’s heartbreakin’
It’s something that I had to do
But nobody said that it would hurt so bad
So how to I live…how do I deal without you

going crazy…..

Friday, August 5th, 2005

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasnt been the same ohh baby, nooo
when I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
cuz the feeling that I feel within
no other men could ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
but I’d rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I’d cross the world, for you I’d do anything

(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby I’m going crazy
I need to be your lady
I’ve been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I’m in love with you baby

Break it down now I’ll tell you what I feel
from the moment I met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
every time we speak can you believe I feel so weak
tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
and you love me I’m your lady
I’ll be around waiting for you I’ll put it down be the one for you

I’m falling so deep for you crazy love for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
Wish you would stop fronting
its so in the weather I can no longer go on without
I just break down (down)

(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I?d cross the world, for you I?d do anything

(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby I?m going crazy
I need to be your lady
I’ve been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I’m in love with you baby

ohhh, ohhh….
crazy… lady….. lately….
ohhh ohhh…..
ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
baby…

pain

Thursday, August 4th, 2005

loving someone is the most wonderful thing that could happen to you, me and everybody…. and loving u in return is the greatest gift that no one can give….di ko nga alm kung tama un eh…….haaayyy…pero bakit ganun?!!!!nahihirapan na ako,my friends keep on telling me that i should set him free pero hindi ko magawa dahil nga mahal ko eh…i want to keep him pero nasasaktan ako…wahhhhh….2 mos. na kaming di nagkikita aside from that we barely talk,even s txt bihira na lng… i understand him because he’s busy with his work at ganun din naman ako dahil may hospital duty na rin ako pero sana naman db? kht 30 mins. or even an hour to be with him masaya na ako…dapat hindi lang ako ang gagawa ng paraan pra mgakita o mgkasma kmi…may mali din naman ako pero sana isipan nya na hirap na ako…lahat ng panguunawa,paghintay ginawa ko na…hindi naman ako magkakaganito kung kahit once a week nagkikita kami….thank’s s mga friends ko dahil nandyan sila to help me deal with this kind of problem…parang if only noh?(but i dont want him to die ha?!!!)ung movie about this couple,then the guy had a dream that his girl will die because he doesnt know how to express his feelings haaaayyy its a long story in the end the guy died ahhh basta watch that movie na lng.its a typical romantic,tragic story pero may lesson…hayyy puro hayyyy……ehem… dont know how to end this one ah?!!!! if u are given a second chance in life,what will u do for that someone u really love?!!!!!….